During my appointment on Tuesday, Dr.Cohen said she would call me when she had the results of all the tests and had had the opportunity to talk with the pulmonologist. I was fine with that. It seemed like a good idea to have all the information so that a plan could also be part of that discussion. Then a day passed. One out of the 5-7 days that I am expecting to wait. I want to know something, anything...one piece at a time will be just fine with me. I called the doctor and left a message yesterday afternoon saying just that. Hopefully I will hear something today. To help feed my head with knowledge and put things into perspective I did some google searching....don't do it. I should have listened to Bill when he said, "stay away from the internet today. The doctor will tell you everything you need to know."
Last night I took a long hot shower and was in bed by 9:30. At 12:30 I was awake because my hands were achy. I came downstairs (Bill was up decorating a cake and making cupcakes for a bake sale) took some advil and went back to bed. An hour later I was still laying there, wide awake so I got up and took my pillow to the couch downstairs and watched "American Idol"
3:00 AM passed, then 4:00 AM still awake.... 4:30 I went back upstairs to bed, turned off my alarm realizing perfectly well that sleeping or not sleeping I was not going to be able to get up and get to work at 8:00 AM. I did fall asleep sometime after 5:00 and I missed seeing the kids this morning before school. That makes for a lousy way to start a day. Their love and smiles and even the morning grumpiness that sometime shows it's face is all part of a wonderful way to start a day.
Today I missed it, tomorrow will be better.
Tomorrow will be better.
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